I get so excited to participate in this work and travel usa program.
Since no companion, I would not take any action as I need to depend all on myself. But, final year last semester, like finally has a friend that willing to to go and she is excited as I used to be. I'm the one recommended her this program and we got the change to apply together.
I have no chance to continue my tertiary studies abroad, so I would like to grab this opportunity to expose myself to a western country.
This is my wish for such a long time. But, WHY?!
When the time comes , there are so many firewall that automated built up in front of me. This is not the continuation of story that I cannot imagine of.
First thing, my 10 years partners, because of these and chose not to talk to me for few days. He is a typical Scorpio which can not talk to you once he got offended. But, he should think this is a good chance for me to go and explore what I've hope for so long. But, he is not and chose not to talk to me.
I felt heart broken when he doesnt talk to me! But I will not use a tear a reason for him to kesian me and get along with me! I will wait for your reply and wait for your acceptance.
sorey for being so selfish for this first time also the last time, to allow me to grab this chance.
Please please please! I just want to run away from all these so badly!!!! Ahhhhhh! I felt very sad and heart broken!!!!!
